Thriving, crying!! O_O

March 7, 2023

Shubham Kundu

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chase ≠ journey

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Thriving, crying!! O_O

Talk about the age old romanticization of some pretentious chase.

Chasing kites, chasing dreams, chasing lovers and just the joy of chasing all that you need and/or desire.

Does the chase actually feel that good all the time, though?

Does it not ultimately wear one out?

Does one not get tired of constantly chalking things out? 

Sometimes, one just wants to drift in the current,,

and not stare at still that demands rowing while lying "seemingly" helpless.

Oh yes, also, college. COL-EDGE. EDGE. You thought not having your desired stream is the problem?

Nope. IT DOESN'T MATTER. They'll design the pre historic courses in the name of academic for which you will get funding and respect,,

You will obviously be doing all the cool Math and Algo shit. FALSE.

You will be crying. But c'mon, it really is such a joy when things work.. But you'll mostly cry.

CRY. Right now it's a perfect set in the final year.

Let's see one more time, how the sky gets darker tonight,

our gaze are not yet as empty as it would be,

the warmth would be diminished, by the time,

I would have been gone. 🪐